放弃

我曾经信实坦坦的背下这个包袱
可是
我可以放下这个包袱选择逃跑吗

要坚守那份心
谈何容易
虽然找到可以聊的人
可是那个人也不能收太多我的“怨”啊

一次两次的突发状况我绝对可以接受
但短短时间多多变化
那个变化球犹如雪球般不停翻滚
我已经快被压到了
同时间变化球压过来的是一条
充满荆棘的道路
走这条路已经不容易了
还被后面不知几时会出现的变化球追赶

其实我知道只要跑出路旁我就可以脱离了
可是荆棘路前是我要得到的宝藏地点
从路旁无法到达
变化球是我固执认为我可以挥棒把它打回去
但是它实在是来得太快也太大了
我不去挡我怕它压到其它无辜受害者

我很天真？？为什么要我去挡？？
我很愚蠢？？为什么还是我？？
我也不知道。。。
很累啊。。。
虽然火车头要行驶车厢才会走动
但是也需要一些燃料啊。。。

International Borneo Marathon 2011

This is my 1st time be a volunteer for the Borneo International Marathon^^
From 4am - 10am...my team keep cried out " 21 and 42K, continue go straight", "10K take your rubber and turn back (some of the runner thought take the rubber and then return back??hahaXD), "here the turning point,turn from here!!!", "hey guys.come on,don't give up,you can do it right??Gogogo!!!","cheer up, guys!!","the are another 5K...come on,you can do it!!"

Around 3am we were ready at the roadside....
My group were stayed at the wet market in KK town.
The 42K runner started on 4am...so I rest for a while 1st with hugging the road cone, muahahaXD

This my team member...she shocked one of the runner~hahaXD
how??since she felt anxious when a runner ask water from her...so she chased the runner after he got the water from her:" Go! Go! Go!" we and the runner totally shocked....
but girl you don't need to feel guilty...since all of us even the guy know that you did that is for his own good^^

hey!Amanda,we had our breakfast before, don't you want to have a road cone for your another breakfast again~
this gal keep cried out 10K turn from here until her voice hoarse...

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hahaXD...this USD~ at first she felt shy and don't know how to cheer...slowly...she cheer in powerful...she imitated me and said "soul of cat accessed her body"...wuahahaXD
the most fun part was a gal said "join me!" but she got the wrong message, she replied "I love u" to that gal???hahaXD

yo gal~ u r the smallest size but with powerful cheer!!! well done!!
my team were mental disorder in early at the morning...this gal act as the road cone zombie with the real big road cone on her head...damn fun!!!^^
1st time...we wear the sunblock at the road site...hahaXD...really weird man....hahaXD but honestly, we really enjoy it!!!
thanks a lot, gals...U all really did a good job!
we are awesome cheer group!!!hahaXD love u all,muackzzz <3

This is my team...the most powerful cheer gals...

we decided take part on Marathon 2012~ we are waiting for u^^